Friday, September 5, 2008

wat's wrong with playing games ?

come on.. wat's wrong with playing games ?
if game like God of war, Grand theft auto, and F.E.A.R were really design for children then, meaning that children can play and learn all the horror, violence, and action like one cut and the enemy's head flew away splashing red juices all ever the floor and wall.

GAMING IS NOT A CRIME!!!

here's the story, everytime i start playing game, and if my housemate saw me playing game, she will always come and nag about, "wa, u always play game ya, no study, no do homework and do something useful la." and I was like "Duh... I just start playing like 10 minutes ago". then she will keep going and going. and she went upstairs to her room and start watching TV drama, series after series.. even can wake up at midnight and see movie. so wat is it ? can see tv to late night and wake up very very early in the morning just to watch show but cannot even play a half hour game ?
and Y gals can't accept guys that play games? is play game = nerd?
then Y games are created in the first place?. imagine a world where all teenagers does not play video games. and all small children playing violent games. it would like BORED to death world..

personally, I like Playing games, I think it's exciting, fun, and sometimes the storylines of RPG games are really cool. it relax my stress, have something to set my mind to, and entertain myself when no one to talk to.

again.. GAMING IS NOT A CRIME!!!

low times

everybody goes through up and down in their life, there are happy time, sad time, bad time, and even weird time.
well, I've been going through bad time my self now..
I dunno how to write it out. really complicated.
but to sum it, I am now learning to be a MAN. talk like a man, style like a man, mature like a man,
I wan to someone that ppl will come for fun, chat , and feel good with.
need some help..

I'm currently working on my voice, which is a really big issue, any idea how to talk louder and lower voice tone without sounding weird?

I'm also will try my best to adept to my fren's bad joke and how they communicate to each other.
I'm also trying to control my emotion. and not sensitive to useless emotional things.
to tell the truth, I get jealous really quickly. which is wat i really need to work on.
I'm a MAN.. a firm, confident, and mature MAN... rraaawwww!!!

how am i goin to achieve that? T.T

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Sad Merdeka day n birthday for my fren

oh sad...
well, 31th August is the national day and also it's my best fren's birthday..
but unfortunately, her Little puppy died of sickness.. it's been sick over a month..
She even take to the vet but still the vet say it's hopeless. she fought on ..
taking care of the puppy, dun care whether it's smelly or dirty..
the pup's didn't eat n my fren force it to eat by smashing the food in to smaller pieces and mix wit water and let the puppy swallow. after doing that for a month.. the pup look a little healthier, my fren was so happy. BUT..
the pups gave up and when to heaven..
poor fren , crying whole day.. hope she'll be better soon..

maybe the puppy was pitying it's owner, everyday taking care of him. so hard..
maybe it's for the best..

end up, I didn't celebrate her birthday again.. feel so bad.. nvm, I'll treat her the next time we meet.