hehe,, stress"full" assignment week..

This week is THE ASSIGNMENT week, all assignment will be pass up on the end of the week,
well, i have 3 assignment ,, actually , one of it is to be passed up on next tuesday, but i have to rush n do it , i thinking of going back hometown..
sad , no christmas for me this week(and year too) , have to spend my christmas on homework.
what to do? guess have to coupe with it..
add oil la.. you can do it ..

The Question of WHY~~~

one thing I notice, is that ppl always ask the WHY question.
Why this, Why tat, Why~~~???
and the biggest problem is tat, they didn't even wan to know the answer to the question that they are asking.. didn't even bother to find out the answer themself.
and u have to answer their annoying question all the time. sounds irritating ?
even some very easy( i didn't say stupid k, dun blame me >.<) question like "Why u eat eggs a ?"
anyway, the question will be here to stay, so just play dumb when somebody ask u
"erm.. why ar? " haha , sounds familiar ?

busy college life..

Phew, seminar just finished, n now test again..
man, wat kind of college life is this ?
busy busy busy.. everyday busy .. with college work..

my 18 oct saturday..

Ah.. a boring, silent(well, not so silent), and lonely saturday..

silent? well not actually, everyone in my house has gone back hometown or not at home.
so only left me, what do i do? well easy,, BLAST THE SPEAKER SKY HIGH!!
yahoo! party baby. blast those noisy songs..

hehe.. just watch movie and play game only .. well there's goes my saturday,
no do homework.. just lazy little me..

phew~ back again.. to college life

it's been one month since I wrote something,
Well, I 'm back to college life now .. actually on the 6th of oct.
Training life just ended on 30th of sept, and yes, I rested for few days.

Training went smoothly, nothing special, just a farewell lunch.
assignments coming now. with the projects and seminar not done much yet.
it's gonna be a tough semester.
well, gambateh. this is the last semester..

wat's wrong with playing games ?

come on.. wat's wrong with playing games ?
if game like God of war, Grand theft auto, and F.E.A.R were really design for children then, meaning that children can play and learn all the horror, violence, and action like one cut and the enemy's head flew away splashing red juices all ever the floor and wall.

GAMING IS NOT A CRIME!!!

here's the story, everytime i start playing game, and if my housemate saw me playing game, she will always come and nag about, "wa, u always play game ya, no study, no do homework and do something useful la." and I was like "Duh... I just start playing like 10 minutes ago". then she will keep going and going. and she went upstairs to her room and start watching TV drama, series after series.. even can wake up at midnight and see movie. so wat is it ? can see tv to late night and wake up very very early in the morning just to watch show but cannot even play a half hour game ?
and Y gals can't accept guys that play games? is play game = nerd?
then Y games are created in the first place?. imagine a world where all teenagers does not play video games. and all small children playing violent games. it would like BORED to death world..

personally, I like Playing games, I think it's exciting, fun, and sometimes the storylines of RPG games are really cool. it relax my stress, have something to set my mind to, and entertain myself when no one to talk to.

again.. GAMING IS NOT A CRIME!!!

low times

everybody goes through up and down in their life, there are happy time, sad time, bad time, and even weird time.
well, I've been going through bad time my self now..
I dunno how to write it out. really complicated.
but to sum it, I am now learning to be a MAN. talk like a man, style like a man, mature like a man,
I wan to someone that ppl will come for fun, chat , and feel good with.
need some help..

I'm currently working on my voice, which is a really big issue, any idea how to talk louder and lower voice tone without sounding weird?

I'm also will try my best to adept to my fren's bad joke and how they communicate to each other.
I'm also trying to control my emotion. and not sensitive to useless emotional things.
to tell the truth, I get jealous really quickly. which is wat i really need to work on.
I'm a MAN.. a firm, confident, and mature MAN... rraaawwww!!!

how am i goin to achieve that? T.T

Sad Merdeka day n birthday for my fren

oh sad...
well, 31th August is the national day and also it's my best fren's birthday..
but unfortunately, her Little puppy died of sickness.. it's been sick over a month..
She even take to the vet but still the vet say it's hopeless. she fought on ..
taking care of the puppy, dun care whether it's smelly or dirty..
the pup's didn't eat n my fren force it to eat by smashing the food in to smaller pieces and mix wit water and let the puppy swallow. after doing that for a month.. the pup look a little healthier, my fren was so happy. BUT..
the pups gave up and when to heaven..
poor fren , crying whole day.. hope she'll be better soon..

maybe the puppy was pitying it's owner, everyday taking care of him. so hard..
maybe it's for the best..

end up, I didn't celebrate her birthday again.. feel so bad.. nvm, I'll treat her the next time we meet.

Lol.. Avril concert approve

haha.. Avril concert finally approve.. will be held on 29th august
It will be a jumping and shouting Rock concert..

gogo Avril

lolz, rock concert that does not rock..

walao.. no more rock concert in Malaysia lo...
according to
http://www.lowyat.net/v2/latest/sorry-avril-youve-been-3.html#read-comments

Avril concert is canceled, Mr.Kamarulzaman Mohamed, a party of youth official say that
"Avril consider too sexy for us and will promote wrong idea" =.= wat a lame excuse..

stating tat all performer must wear cloth that cover from chest to knee, and cloth must not has any drug related images..
n most worst of all, the news also said "They must also refrain from jumping, shouting, hugging and kissing on stage."

wow, come on .. this is !@#!@#$# lame man..
a rock concert that cannot shout n jump..
so we sing "silent night" on rock concert ? ( er.. no offense ya)
like tat : the rock singer say "LET'S ROCK THE WORLD TONIGHT"
the start sing "silent night~~ holy night~~ , all is calm~~ "
man, I can't even imagine wat it is like ..

come on.. think about it .. a youth concert, a rock concert.. no shouting n jumping ?
got brain or not ??

go to this address to read more..
http://www.lowyat.net/v2/latest/sorry-avril-youve-been-3.html#read-comments

haha, 3rd time to the Ktv

This time, is the same place as the first time, except this time is more earlier than the first time .
@ neway, 1Utama.
this time I get to enjoy the delicious buffet dinner there. but I gonna admit, it's very EXPENSIVE..
3 person sing.. and the bill is more than RM240. and there goes my allowance..

HEHE.. the food there was NICE man.. i eat and eat and eat ... till my stomach get so full.. 'blurb~"
there's seafood, japanese food, chinese food, laksa, somemore "tong shui" (sugar water... direct translation) haha.. wow.. last but not least.. ice-cream.. haha..sadly, I couldn't eat as much as last time..

because it's 3 person only, we sang and sang all we want, no need to share mic, wait for our song for long time, and since it's only 3 person, we sang all we want, how we want it .. so free.. haha

Actually, I take Ktv as a place for one to release oneself from stress and share happy time wit frens, so we won't want to comment others on their singing ability, they can sing as bad as a cow, but it's their way of releasing themself and have fun.. so let them be, why we want to disturb their fun time and make them unhappy. believe me, they will feel more stress if u keep on commenting on their performance. if fact , encourage them more to open up themself.

have FUN is the most important. so enjoy urself out there.. go go go^^

20/8/2008

wat am I going to write today...???
let's see.. wat's goin on today..
er.. wake up.. bath ... come to work as usual..
at work.. there's nth to do. so I just surf the web most of the time.
no mood to start my seminar yet. life's so boring, dun ya think ?
well, I kinda get used to it. it's been 2 month I so free and nth to do at work.
ya, sometime's it get's very bore.. I even doze off.. haha, I wonder when is this life going to get interesting.
still at work now.. but I'm writing blog here.
oh well, 20/8/2008 will be forgotten in time.. as the day I do nth at work n in life.

a flat tire

A flat tire..
Y the heck am I getting all the blame for a lame flat tire.. =.="
I'm FAT ??!!! I'm HEAVY ??!! I'm BIGSIZE ??!!
=.=

well, here's the story, my.... let's just say "fren" for now..
he stay wit me .. he goes everywhere with his motor, since we came to PJ area.
he's been driving me all over. we share petrol money too..
then lately he say petrol price up. so dun wan go out eat le ..
so my only option for my dinner was 1Utaman shopping center food stalls and maggie mee.
but I accept it. and he didn't use his motor at all unless just go fetch his galfren.

long time since i ride on his bike d, then yesterday, I wanted to go bank to bank-in a cheque.
so I ask him to fetch me out. a 10 min ride to town. so We eat dinner in the uptown, and I finish my bank business.
the next morning, my other housemate told him that his tire was flat..
then he blame it all on me.. =.= saying because I was too heavy and make his tire flat.
saying that I sat till the tire fold and burst it.. man..
izit really me ? how can.. then now he say i have to pay for it..
well, blame it on me watever.. I dun giv a damn.. u wan ur money, take it.. watever..

Malaysia's public transport

just to make it clear, I'm not trying to go against any one, this is just my opinion.. yes, I am a malaysian.
but I'm very disappointed and ashame of the public transport in Malaysia. It useless when ur trying to go somewhere on time. cos u'll never make it. And I was like "duh...." when the government say we must promote Malaysia to let tourist come to Malaysia to have fun.
man.. seriously, the public transport in malaysia must really IMPROVE to be successful.

the bus service, RAPID KL bus.. never on time, bus condition sometime not good at all, bus driver drive the bus like it's crazy taxi and no have the correct amount of money means no bus. so ur'll be vomiting if u have a weak stomach. passenger who are standing, well, i pity them sometime especially gals sometime guys do take advantage of them.. the bus driver will keep asking people to get on his bus, even though it is already full, shoulder to shoulder. with the reckless driving and a super duper full bus, well, it's like ....... hell on earth.. ..
well, not just rapid kl bus. other bus as well.
at wangsa maju, kl. the bus will wait there till it's bus is full and there are ppl standing too, then only they go. if not, they will keep waiting, even there is passenger on the bus. a piece of advice, if u are rushing for a meeting or class, DUN take the bus ..

the taxi, expensive, sometime they don't meter, they offer an expensive offer than say u wan u hop on, u dun wan then go away.. =.= cut throat man.. too expensive .. but they really don mind do they, cos there are still people hoping on even it's expensive. so they dun really giv a damn wat we think.

there are many more that I wan to say bout public transport. but, gtg.
PLEASE , Malaysia government, pls do wat u say, that u'll improve the public transport service.
not every one in malaysia have their own car, some actually rely on these public transport to travel every single day. just imagine u have to wait for 2 hours bus everyday one trip. makes 4 hours waiting for a bus a day.. dun just say say only , IMPROVE it PLEASE.....

wat a morning (dota sniper accent)

wat eh morning. this happen on saturday morning.. have to go meet the project supervisor bout FYP.
the day before I was doing my Final Year Project(FYP) stuff, I even rush till 4something in the morning. phew, it's very tired man..

tired, I overslept n reach college late 20 min like tat. luckily, my supervisor was commenting on my partner's work.. so my partner left first because he have to go attend some meeting.
BUT "lucky" is not the word to use. now its my supervisor n me. yup 1 on 1.. damn..
I tot everything i did was perfect. but supervisor have to pull every detail and ask wat does this doing here, how does tat work.. crazy man.. and my work is all flushed away..

it's like accidentally find all the flaws in ur project n shoot at u.. like a machine gun for almost 2 hours.. ya, u might say it's a short time only , but when u are in my shoe , u'll feel like it's forever.
this that u dun really think of, will come out of my supervisor's mouth like a nail stab through u..

now, i have to redo my project's documentation again.

oh ya, pls have more teamwork and understand wat each other wan more. or ur'll get into trouble like me..

have a nice day.. ^^

And I tot I was going to be late....AGAIN

Phew..
this morning, i woke up on 8.50am where my work starts at 9.00am.
as usual, rush and rush and rush. till the company.. I was sweating..
thinking tat OMG I'M LATE.. but when I enter the company, it was like
8.50, very less people there.
I didn't even take my breakfast.
so hungry now...!!
haiz...
so I'm late and also early.

oh~ cutie cutie cutie...

haha, guess wat I found..
www.cute-factor.com
it has the cutest emoticons that you can use..





hehe.. all these emoticon can be found here.. have fun using it o.. ^^

thanks to the website and the makers ..

X files ?

About the latest X-File movie ( I want to believe).
well, it's not as extra ordinary as X-files before. there's no alien, no extraordinary..zzz

This movie is more like following how they catch the bad guy. It's about a few doctors who can change people's body part. like putting one people head on the another person neck. and I mean complete cut off the head and glue it to another person's body. so in order to find these body parts, they decide to steal a.k.a kidnap and cut it down.

so Fox Mulder and Scully is help by a psychic who tells them where to go and where to find next..
it's like playing RPG game with all the walkthrough and cheats available.. and it's no more fun already. since u already know wat wil happen next.

and it's no more as nice to see as the previous X-Files already.. haiz.. disappointed ..

Devil May Cry 4 ~~NICE!!!!

Gya ga ga ga ga......
Devil may cry 4..
Devil may cry 4..
so nice ..

Man... i tell u, the graphic so beautiful, and the sound is perfect and the music fits the battle scene well. this is a MUST HAVE game..

i just got it on pc version. So happy man..
unfortunately, I can't play long, my laptop will hot..
ermm.. one or two hour a day i guess.. hha
but, i enjoy every last minute of it, the skill are super cool man.. with Nero's(new character) arm. he can do many tricks, yesterday i played till his arm repaired and revive "Yamato", the sword of virgil(dante's brother) in Devil may cry 3. and the sword became nero's new power. pretty cool. the Demon inside Nero has awoken.
well, i have to play further to tell more, here's a piece of advice, GO GET THE GAME!!!( if your PC can support it.) IT's a MUST!!

so enjoy.. ^^

Debate wo~~

Yesterday, I saw the debate on tv, and it was between PKR adviser Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim and Information Minister Datuk Ahmad Shabery Cheek.

D.Anwar said that if Pakatan Rakyat formed the Government tomorrow, the price of petrol will definitely drop RM0.50. and it will only cost the government rm5bil.

for original news, refer to:
http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/7/16/nation/21836068&sec=nation

Well, I think that there won't be any drop lo, since Anwar have to give a statement before 2pm today (another issue).. it was quite a big fight lo.
and the debate was more a event to win the heart of the people and ask people to vote for Anwar in the coming election(if he were to compete).

D.Shabery also give many statement, and some were personal attacks to D.Anwar and he will resign as information minister if he fail defend the Government’s fuel policy. .. and he also give many facts to defend it's stand.

Original source: the star online, radio news.

GameAxis LIVE~~

Well, how to start,
IF u didn't participate in their events like cosplay or other event,
It's kinda boring..
especially u didn't play any of the on9 games they have there,
like Qworld, perfect world, High5, World of Warcraft.
And GRID the latest racing game for Xbox, ps3, n pc.. it's a coming soon for that game.
well, I did get to play for a 2 minute( not even 2 min) the promo gal already call me to give other ppl chance to play.. (=.=") !@#$% .... anyway, it has really cool graphic in Xbox, the sounds not bad, overall rating for me it's 4 of 5 (5 = very good)
there was also hardware selling by razor, geforce, animetech, old ori games.. there is a pc equipped with SLI 9600GT.. GOOD, have very nice graphic for call for duty 4, I played it for a while.. Hehe^^..
lastly there was the CEL competition going on there too.. where ppl challenge each other for dotA aka warcraft, counter strike.
well, that is wat i saw in the long one hour there. GameAxis LIVE~
just tot it will be more interesting only .. haha.. :-p

Second time to the KTV

I give it a rating of 3 out of 5.. 5 is very good
well, i added one point because of the buffet dinner only..
it wasn't as fun as the first time.. this time it was red box karaoke center.
well, the service was ok, the food was less to choose, the songs in the ktv(well, I could not find most of the song I wanted), and wat's worst is ..
The friends tat ask me to go, always had their chosen song push to the top of the play list, so it's like ur song will never reach the top.
got one time, I waited for the song that is only on the 3rd of the playlist but for hours, it never sang.. before going mad, I pushed that song to top my self and put the remote out of reach from them.. after that song only i give them back the remote .. i know,, i'm bad.. :p
but anyway.. not that fun.

better luck next time.. ^^

hahahaha... a free day..
Just finish my long boring 3 weeks task ..
Waiting for a new task ..
but the guy who is suppose to teach me this new task is not here..
so free... free... freee.... nth to do .. yeah!!

luckily i bought a magazine (my favorite GameAxis mag)
so i can enjoy my magazine over a cup of milo+kopi drink.. hehe
nice~~

Movies~~

I've been watching quite alot of movies nowadays,
Ironman, The incredible HULK, wanted, kungfu panda, hancock..
and few more .. (hehe, kinda forget)
some are nice, funny, action pack and super cool..er.. almost all I think.. :-P
Yesterday my friend pull me to go watch hancock..
not bad I can say, not as bad as i was told b4 the movie..
well, it's all having a great time..

OMG!! Pencuri in the neighbourhood ?!!!

This morning 2.50am.. I woke up from my small room located at the back side of the house,
I heard many people talking, I was thinking, who the hell make such a noise in the middle of the night!! slowly I hear, something's not right, there were Chinese, Malay, Indian, Cantonese and also 5 of the guards of the Taman(an area of housing place)..
so I get up and find out what was happening..

And what i saw was a few guard and also my neighbors were talking bout something like..
"it hide at the staircase there, scare being bitten" something like tat ..
"Yesterday some boy took a ladder here in the afternoon, and they heard a basketball bouncing noise.." this too..

so here I was, thinking it was a rat or something, but they were no reason a rat can make the guard of the taman come over and wat's it with the ladder... so when I listen more clearly,
They were actually talking about a house robbery, some one climb to the roof with the ladder and enter the house through a hole in the roof, tat house was just beside the house behind my house, which is outside my room window..

Unfortunately, The theft was not caught yet, and there is no news of the theft yet.

a normal day

today, I overslept..
when i woke up, the time was 8.50am.. n my working time is 9.00am..
well time to go to office on foot is 10 minute..
bathing n brushing teeth n dress up take about 15 to 20 min
so .. as calculated, ya,, i was late.. i reach office about 9.15am
Then , the queue to take the lift up long.. so wait again ..
then one lift open.. i went in .. then suddenly remembered, that particular lift that i was in will not stop at the floor of my office, because it was reserved for worker higher up in the building.
so i went out of the lift in the other floor to wait for lift to go to my office again ..
luckily, "ding" the door open ,, yeah.. very few ppl was in the lift .. phew.. finally
i reach office about 9.30am..

luckily boss didn't know ... wkaaka

Seriously.... how long do u work in a week..??

Working life's kinda boring, plenty of things to do, deadline to meet, and things to learn.
working life is like being a zombie or a machine.. there is nothing exciting about life,
u wake up in the morning, u straight go work d,
Then u'll be working ur xxx off, from morning till night.
go back tired , and when u're tired, after taking dinner, u straight when back to sleep, OR maybe watch some TV first(but my house's TV has been taken by the owner to his new apartment d).
for me, I have some college project work on. but after a tired day, who would be excited to touch those things. the only things matter is ur comfortable pillow or the sofa infront of the TV.
Enough of my complains, so Y is there such things as monday blues, friday fever..

well, u see(for those who work 5 days a week):
monday: phew, after such a lazy short weekend, my body is too relax to do any work. its the starting of a long tormenting week. dun feel like doing work at all .. SIEN~

Tuesday: trying my best to get my lazy body up. still got 4 days(including tuesday), so long..
but let's do little bit work..HAIH~

Wednesday: phew, body's awaken.. ready to do work. getting task , n start to do it. BORING~

Thursday: oh ya!. weekend's coming. wat to do this week??!! bowling? movie? flirting?..
work can wait.. after such a boring week, I wan something exciting..OH~

Friday: YAHOO!!! it's friday fever, work, next week do la. tonight go have FUN FUN FUN.. YEAH~~

And it starts all over again after two days(saturday n sunday) So ~~ actually.. wat's the day that we are really really seriously concentrating on work n happily doing work??
If u ask me ? well, only the day before deadline.. wakaka

so work hard ya!!!?? ha ha ha..

Work...

Phew~~ work ya. work is good izit ?
but i'm now doing my industrail training ..
and i'm working my ass off .. a tons of work and a little time to do ..
well, my senior(the one who assign task) give me a freaking taskz..
she assign me to do the documentation for the whole system. (oh ya, i train in a programming company) the system specs of the system will be done my be ONLY.. how cool is tat..
And the thing is she only give me a week to do a month's job.
do u know to create a system, how many program and source code to write a system ?
well, for starter, for one page of web site, it might take up to 4 or 5 page of codes n this online web system is more than 80 pages(rough guess) :p . n i have to write down every page of codes and links used in it . is like "duh..y do u freaking need all this documentations for". anyway, i'm in the middle of doing it now..
man, this programming world is really freaking me out.. ~~ anyway, it's my training, so add oil, and aje aje fighting .. ^^"

The Unexpected will always happens..

Maybe u won't realize it but it is always there, lurking, waiting to strike when u r not aware. Deadly and unpredictable.. waiting to get the best of u. "THE UNEXPECT".

Ya, this always happen unexpected for me, it's always not in my plan. for example, someone that is least wish to see shows up, ur key drop when ur in a tight situation, and many more..
well, sometimes i think, why all this happen? .. it could be good things or bad things, ya, sometimes really irritating and make ur well planned plan screw up.. n i know how it feels ;-)

but come to think of it, all this really make ur life interesting izit ? just think, if everything is wat u predicted and planed then there won't be any fun or any value of looking forward in to the future.. it is not ? since u already know what WILL happen in ur life, so wat's the point of even goin thru it?

"Life is full of suprises"
so guys, expect the unexpected

My first Strike gundam..Y(^.^)Y

Lukas's Strike Gundam+I.W.S.P
My first MG gundam. ... my precious(golem tone)
jealous ? haha... so happy that I bought it, yeah, it's kind of expensive but I like it, who cares anyway. It has almost all the cool weapon that a gundam ever needed, double blade, daikatana(great sword), dual hand gun, dual machine gun, Shield wit a Machine gun, one larger gun and etc..
haha.. well, dun worry guys, I'll upload the finish product a little later, cos haven't capture pictures of it yet.
it took me a week to finish fixing it .. man, it was better than I expected.. ya, it's not as good as the one u'll in a gundam shop display, but wat do u expect, it's my first MG(mastergrade) gundam. hope to get more soon .. the begining of my collection..

An intro of meself

Hi guys, I'm Zero (just as on9 nickname), I'm currently doing training in a programming company, making on9 banking systems for other company. ^^
I'm just a newbie there, not really sure what I'm doing there, I just help out in the documentation. been busy this two week, guess it's going to go on for few weeks. >.<"
But all I can say is So far so good. Other than tat, i'm studying in TAR college, doin my advance dip.. been hard (I fail two easy theory subjects), lame rite?
but wat can i do.. all i have to do is just continue lo, wat else..

Hello.. ^^

This is my first blog ever... hope u guys help me out in my blogging skill n anything else..
well, i won't bore u out wit myself on my first blog la.

I'm Eric, Surname Siau, but i use the nickname "ZeRo" when I'm on9..
so feel free to call me Eric or Zero..

The title u ask ? well, I'm a noobie, sux in most thing i do .. nvr at the top .. but
anyway.. just average ..

Nice to meet ya all .. and YEAH!! my first blog.. wakakaka